Behind QueenChivs

First let me say that I think it is amazing that people have come to call me "QueenChivs" without ever inquiring about where the name came from or why I call myself QueenChivs. To me that says it is fitting :-). Positive self-image is important because that determines how others view and ultimately treat you. Well first my name is Chivon and I think its so funny that as I evolve in life, the many social settings I find myself in people create nicknames for me, I have about 9 and counting. Chivs is a nickname I picked up in college. Queen is a name I am called by my husband. The two flowed very well together and there you have it. I am QueenChivs.

I can only be me

I have been called many things in my life and ive tried to be most of the things ive been called. Lately,ive been toying with the idea of simply being me. Im always my best when im me. I have the most fun when im being me and get the best responses when im being me. Im fun loving, stubborn, cute, edgy, a little messy perfectionist (lol I know, how can I,be that smh, I am though). Everything is perfect in my mind, not so much in reality. I am pretty reliable although I may show up late (I know again how is that? Its true though). Im on the brink of true greatness because I finally decided that im not scared of being the best and operating in excellence. Am I nervous, a little but thats not gonna stop greatness. I have much to live for so living and well is what I plan to do. I'm free to live, free to be ME! Imperfectly perfect :0)

All Positivity Over Here

Soo this morning I had time to quickly reflect on life. A rush of excitement  rushed over me. I got so excited about my future. All the great things coming my way had me blushing. I'm excited! I'm excited about living my life. There are no limits and I am convinced that I an beginning to live my very best life. No negative people, comments or  energy. Only great people with great energy that compliment me on  this fun-filled, blessed journey to destiny. If you can handle it you are
welcome to come aboard. :0)

Finding Me

So after a very long break my writers itch has begun to get the best of me. The box of treasure in the form of words and expressions have been unlocked and unleashed. The greatness in me only shared with a few is about to bless the world. These first few blogs are what I will use for practice, to get the kinks out, to stretch lol. After all it has been lying dormant for such a long time. Forgive me if it is not as eloquent as you might expect or if it seems a bit shallow. I am simply giving myself the freedom to be ME with no restraints. (smile).

After talking for a while with a friend and witnessing so many blogs birthed I thought it was time for me to break my silence. I am not one to jump on any bandwagon. As a matter of fact when I see one coming my way, I run in the opposite direction. I like being unique, I love being a trendsetter. It has taken me years to break out of the mold that I have allowed so many others to create for me but today I am finally free. I am the mold, the model, the standard. Lets not get it twisted this is not about self glorification but rather liberation. I'm free to be who God created me to be. And I have been raised for such a time as this to help others become truly free. I have been hurt before which is why I can declare that the Lord's strength is made perfect in my weakness. I have loved, been rejected and found true love, not only in my husband but in God. So I can shout with confidence "WHAT SHALL WE SAY THEN? IF GOD BE FOR ME WHO CAN DARE BE AGAINST ME". "FOR I AM FULLY PERSUADED THAT NEITHER DEATH NOR LIFE, NEITHER ANGELS NOR DEMONS,  NEITHER PRESENT NOR FUTURE, NOR ANY POWERS, NEITHER HEIGHT NOR DEPTH, NOR ANYTHING ELSE IN ALL CREATHION WILL BE ABLE TO SEPERATE ME FROM THE LOVE OF GOD THAT IS IN CHRIST JESUS MY LORD. Romans 8:38-39. It is this perfect love that has cast out all of my fears. I am a Kingdom Kid and their is no denying that. Hate it or love it, I'm here to stay.

The Queen Speaks

Have you ever wanted to be something soo bad you almost loose yourself trying to get it? Well that was me in 2010, trying so hard to be this image that I had been creating for myself instead of being who I was created to be. SMH, you can imagine what my 2010 looked like chasing after this superficial ideal. I am grateful for friends and family that do not allow me to go too far to the left of reality before bringing me back on track. .................to be continued ;0)